KHOJ

Yeh Kya Khojta Hai Tu Bahar
Sadiyaan Beet Gayi, Phir Bhi Tu Ne Na Jaana.

Beete Pallon Ko Thaame
Aaj Phisal Rahaa Hai
Kal Ki Umeedon Main
Khud Ko Kho Raha Hai

Pukaar Dil Se Yeh Nikali Hai
Ki Fanaa Ho Jaye Hum
Par Zindagi Ka Yeh Jhamela
Sirf Pee Ke Hi Paar Hua Hai

Kyon Chahaton Ki Ladi Se Ghira,
Doston Main Uljhah, Rishton Main Bandha
Ehsaason Ke Bulbulon Main
Mila Hai Khushi Ka Manzar Kisse Bhala

Aye Baware Man Mere,
Zara Ruk, Zara Sun Meri Sadaa
Raqeeb Tu Apna Hi Ban
Woh Saqoon Jisse Tu Dhoondta Hai Jagah Jagah
Kahin Aur Nahin, Tere Andar Hi Bassa

Dhoondle Tu Usko, Paa Le Tu Usko
Aur Baant De Tu Usko
Yeh Woh Innayat Hai Jo
Sambhale Se Dhale, Banto To Badhe
Kho Kar Tu Ismain,
Mukamal Jahan Pale Tu Zara

Yeh Kya Khojta Hai Tu Bahar
Sadiyaan Beet Gayi, Phir Bhi Tu Ne Na Jaana

TABAH (Hindi/Urdu)

Ek Aag Si Hai Seene Main
Zindagi Jis Main Jal Rahi Hai
Khud Ko Hi Tabah Kar Chaloon Main
Ek Ajab Si Khalish Hui Hai

Kaun Hoon Main Aur Kya Mera Wajood
Mitne Se Kya Kabhi Zindagi Ruki Hai
Khud Ko Tabah Kar Chaloon Main
Aaj Phir Yeh Khwahish Hui Hai

Jazbaat Yeh Jo Dafan Hue Hain
Tune Kaisi Yeh Zid Rakhi Hai
Khud Ko Tabah Kar Chaloon Main
Dil Pe Dastak Yeh Hasrat Hui Hai

Haqeeqat Aur Khwab Main Ulajhti Zindagi
Do Saahilon Pe Chal Rahi Hai
Khud Ko Tabah Kar Chaloon Main
Phir Umeedon Main Chingari Hui Hai

Ek Aag Si Hai Seene Main
Zindagi Jis Main Jal Rahi Hai
Khud Ko Hi Tabah Kar Chaloon Main
Ek Ajab Si Khalish Hui Hai

Bruised Child

Unaware I am as the mind creeps in,
The Shouts of the heart are dumbed
Cornered aloof in that suffocating darkness,
It breathes the numbness of thy longing again

'Beloved' 'Beloved' the heart resonates,
Clinging to the flickering light of hope
Please come to me - late nay not be,
Awaits for you is your bruised child

Quote Unquote

"Your smartness will take you to your grave, my goodness will take me to my heaven. "

"To be or not to be is the question. To become is the answer."

"A man who knows it all rejects everything including the Truth."

" and thus was creation and creator trapped within "

"is there butter in the milk..nay not say no..churn and see as out of nothing it shows...is there god in man nay not say no...churn thy mind and let thy self be explored"

"the mind the weaver, the life that is weaved, the thoughts the woven and destiny perceived"

NAYA DOR (In Hindi)

CHAR PAHIYE KI GADHI MAIN CHALI HAI HAISIYAT
AHNKAR BANA HAI PEHCHAAN HUMARI
ZAMEEN KE CHAN TUKDE BANE HAIN PARMAAN PATR
MAIN HI MAIN HO HAI KHWAHISH HUMARI

RISHTON NE NAYA ROOP LIYA HAI
BOOJHO TO LAGE DEKH RAHA HOON KHATE
MAIN TUJHSE AAGE TU MUJHSE PECCHE KI AJAB DODH LAGI HAI
JAANA KAHAN HAI YE KOI NA JAANE

NASAMJH HI MAIN ACHA THA
SAPNON KI DUNIYA BUNTA THA
HUMDARDI PYAAR BHAICHAARA DULAAR
IN MAIN KHELA KARTA THA

AB INSANON KE KARKHANNON MAIN
JO BINA DHADKAN HI CHAL RAHE HAIN
PARINDON KE PANKH BANDH GAYE HAIN
IS KHUDI MAIN KHUDA KO BHOOL GAYE HAIN

'me' to 'i'

umpteenth layers over the onion
umpteenth waves of the sea
the nothingness that's covered in the layers
the ocean that forms the sea

the nothing that brings out the all
and all that is lost in the nothing
the ocean may call itself the wave
but the wave, how can the ocean it be

to be it has to loose itself
and become one with eternity
the journey of 'I am God'
begins with 'God is me'